come back home

i hate today. i really do. it just brings back too much memories. what we did last year. how he sang to me the second it turned midnight. how he brought me to the beach. how much fun we had.

i need to be alone. i dont feel like facing people today. everyone is wishing me happy birthday. they seem happier about it than me. sorry guys for not replying on the spot.

i am suppose to be out celebrating, but here i am in mcd, coa everywhere else is closed due to cny.

i hate the day. i hate it.