i wish i could turn back time; impossible as it may seem

these are the times i wished i dont dream sweet dreams.

its like my subconcious's subconcious is trying to hold on and not let go.

i cant wake up every morning and face reality after having sweet sweet illusions rushing through my mind. it just makes it worst. and i cant have a good night sleep. cos even when i am dreaming about him  i know its not true. but my mind keeps fighting back and not wake up. and when i do wake up from the dream in the middle of the night, i cant got back to sleep. cos all i think about is how happy i would be if the dream was real.

oh how nice would it be if i could sleep forever having those same dreams over and over. then i didnt have to wake up to you not there beside me anymore.