the comeback's epic failure

i decided to make full use of my ''free time''

i was inspired when i went back to college to get back all my paintings.

i missed my old self, when i was still studying, how i could just paint and draw (god, i sound old)

so i took out my dusty paint brushes and oh-so-hard-to-open oil paints and started to sketch.

wow! i was excited. i had few new sketches but one idea was really making me REALLLLLY anxious to get started.

and so i did.

woopppeee~~ my plan backfired right in my face when my oil paint, decided to take such a freaking long time to dry when it dried so quickly two years ago. =.=''

so now here i am back to infront of the tv channel surfing

sometimes rewatching old drama series

story of my life.

maybe its just me, i guess i feel too comfortable in my job, and i have too much faith in my boss, thinking he will call tomorrow. and this thought just reruns through my brain every single day...

so i need help. i need someone to tell me what to do. but ironically, i am too stubborn to take advice from people.

i am going crazy if i dont get out.

MOON! HELP!