phone call that i hate

wendy called me this afternoon telling me that i didnt have to go in to the office tomorrow. my heart sanked. what am i suppose to do at home?!!??!?! i am so bored!!!

now that everyone is gone i only can look forward to going to work everyday. *yes i am lifeless*

i think i am the only one on earth excited to work everyday. i even go a headache from doing nothing on friday.

truthfully, i swear, if i dont do anything but stare at the computer the whole day (which is the only thing i can do) i am going to go crazy.

i need to do something productive. painting and drawing does not cut out for me anymore. cant seem to get any ideas or inspiration.

ahh..thank God for inspiration to write again. yes i write.

its been 4 years i think since i seriously sat down and wrote.

was so bored that i took out one of my old books *note book* and read it. and wow was i surprise at myself. i was actually pulled in by my own stories. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i left it hanging there so now i am trying and continuing it. at least its something that keeps me busy and away from lifeless internet.