we come marching in

its the end of the month. you know, so many things can happen in 30 days.

i started the month still working in footprints. well, it was my last week there. then i had to rush all my reports and assignments before the due date.

i started painting again. thats good.

i sort of redid my room again. though i still cant decide on a colour for my wall. these things take time *blah*

and then i ended the month with a new semester in school. not really thrilled about the assignments and stuff, but surprisingly, moral studies is not that bad.

what to expect in April? lots and lots of brainstorming on assignments. because its my final and it has to be "professional"

sucks that i have to impress both lecturers and "famous artist" people for my final show.

you know, i wonder, what happened to painting for the sake of just painting. not having to think about every little thing one puts on a canvas.

how i wish sometimes i were one of those dead artist; not having to explain to the people but letting them figuring my work out for themselves.

i should go tell them in their faces, that people paint because they cant express in words. go be awed by the painting by staring at it and interpret it for yourself. i dont want to put thoughts in your head and manipulate what you see.

*dont mind me ranting*