round and round

report writing class just confuses me

its as if i was sitting on a merry go round, on the horse going up and down, round and round, spinning and a never ending circle till you puke.

i spent the whole day rethinking, rewriting, at one point i was even doubting myself and my ability to finish the report.

and after doing all those, i ended up back where i started and finally settled on that.

but i did learn a few things from all those. i learned that from time to time, i have to psycho analyze myself and my thoughts in order to get the conclusion to why i sometimes paint or create the way i do.

miss said, that i have a very subconscious mind when i explained to her how my "self expression art" was. she could easily give me the answer to why i painted like that. and really, after she said that, it was very true, i guess..

so people, there is no "I DON'T KNOW" in life.

you just have to psycho analyze yourself to the max.

and now, you know why people nowadays seek therapists.