mental

i need to get back my I-DON'T-CARE mentality.
i feel like i am too analytical about everything now
i need my free mind back.

right after the countdown, there was this sudden heaviness on me.
it is here, it is no more just a figure of speech or in the near future, it is now. i have moved on into a different state of mind.

packing my room part 2

now that its a new year, and i am transitioning into a new era/state in life, that i am no longer a kid but an adult, i decided my room needs a new do. a room that says young adult. a room with less mess, with no nonsense deco here and there.

i literally threw away half my room away packing yesterday

mother scolded me cos my rubbish took up her whole bin and that she didnt have enough space for her junk.



you know, it really hit me that we are all growing up no matter what when someone mentioned that su vien was the only one left schooling. everyone else is either in college or working.
it was just like yesterday when we were in each other's bedroom, imagining what it would be like, when we got older.



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