wanted

you know, i used to be so proud that i was "chosen" to be included in something

to be needed by someone

but now, i DREAD the day i said yes to everything

i hate the fact that i cant say NO

i hate how they manipulate your mind by saying "take it as a blessing"

how i wish i could scream in their faces and say I QUIT

i would if i didnt have to see them every week

i cant wait till i have to study far far away

the volunteering part doesnt bother me that much

but its the part where i lost all joy and happiness in doing it

it just seems like a HEAVY BURDEN i am forced to carry around

its the part where you HAVE to be promoted to leader

i HATE being bossed around by people. and now i have to do it to others

what happened to dont do to others what you dont want to be done on you

i stress about this more than i do in studies

i would do it if it were on my own conditions

i would rather have a job on saturdays till 7 if that was what it takes for me to quit


thanks to all the people who sat around listening to me complain about this







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