telling stories

you know how someone's death changes your life completely?
you have to cope with that person not being there anymore?

well, i have to cope with something more.
turns out that i have two little brothers.
little brian and julian.
and my dad is married to their mother.

i dont know what to call her.
i tend to avoid her.


its hard to cope with all this drama.
all that kept coming to mind was meredith situation in grey's anatomy

i really dont know how to move on with life now
sometimes i still get angry and not accept the fact that this is my reality

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i dont even know how to break the news to mother