blinded by the light?

ok, so if you havent heard, i dyed my hair
you cant really see anything unless i am under the sun
then i will be the lala-mui i never was.
XD

so my hair is like black inside. but under the light or sun, you can see black still, brown, red and a tint of blonde. +)

mother's reaction to the colour was that it is natural.

its like now i have two personalities sort of thing.

when i am outside, i am the girl with brown hair.
but inside, i am may yeen with black stubborn hair.

still getting used to the fact that my hair is no longer soft like it used to be
now its like stiff and dry and rough and harder than before.
and the peroxide smell is still there.
omg. i am going to need tons of shampoo and conditioner to get rid of the smell...

letting my hair rest and settle for a few more days to see if the colour will appear more
or it is going to be like it is now.

at least i can see a bit of the colour now.
yesterday it was like black but dry
but mj and mother says that they can see the colour.

its just sad that i wouldnt be able to see my hair colour as much as them unless i stare at myself in the mirror 24/7