no pain no gain?

i've gotten my hair cut even shorter just yesterday
in my head it was going to be a shorter and more layered version of previous style with shorter bangs.
and when i saw the results, i was thinking so hard of who i look like.
then i finally remembered.
this is what my hair looks like now. minus bangs across my forehead

nicole from KARA

this is one of those rare times chen su zanne will have longer hair than me.
i think it is even shorter than eric's. maybe now i would lagi look like him. +)
now i have the shortest hair among everyone.
even mother has longer hair than me.
its like i cant feel anything on top my head anymore
it look really nice and it was something new.
but after washing my hair, it turned bouncy and flicking everywhere in every direction
that is how temperamental my hair can be.

like how i chopped off all my hair in the beginning of 07 i think. it was all flinged to one side.
and how my hair is super wavy when it is long. it used to be really straight.
and you know normally when i wake up there isnt anything wrong with my hair.
but today, did i wake up with the worst bed head ever.
lucky for me i could tie my hair that made it look so much better.
oh and btw, i cant really tie my hair in a pony tail anymore. so much for the rubber bands on my hands i always wear.

i mean, my hair is ok.
i am getting use to it.
but i will look like a small girl for a while
sometimes i look like some punk rocker gone good.
sometimes like a lala girl
sometimes like i have a big round head
and people will be going "YOU CUT YOUR HAIR?!"
so please dont ask me because it is really obvious that YES I DID CUT MY HAIR.

aunty serry bought this hair thinning razor thing.
its like a tool invented to make the process of cutting hair faster and to torture the person getting their hair cut.
its like my hair is being pulled out in a bunch every second
and because she was cutting my hair really short, the razor thing was really close to my scalp.

hanis reaction today was really funny.
she couldnt even recognize me.
she was like "i thought why would someone just smile at me. and then i realize it was may yeen."
my photography lecturer even thought that i was 21 or 25.
and i was like "but why? i thought i looked like a 15 year old girl with this hair now."
shymiin kept on saying how cute and how i looked like a small girl (it was suppose to be a compliment)

oh. guess what?! i've got my Nikon D60~