no mood

this is so far my first time when i am such a bad mood over some idiotic thing which i dont even give a damn about now...(the freaking stupid idiotic dress)
gosh!!! not only they complain that i the dress isnt right, they insulted my mother's sewing. (mother helped me sew a little) i am damn pissed right now and i finally am not going to bother about anything anymore...i already did my best by hand sewing the thing with none of your help. you have no right to tell me what is wrong. i know my sewing is really sucky but what am i suppose to do when i have to spend my time on my school work and that dress at the same time. and nobody mentioned that i had to sew it myself, when i asked them they said i could send the design to the tailors. what was worst is that, the dress that i am making isnt my own design. yesterday i really tried my best to sew the things you guys wanted and i thought that my work was done when you guys came and took the dress away but no, you can still message me saying that the thing is uneven...BLAH!!!


moving on...cheese has a new mole!!!
we didnt noticed it until yesterday when syaida accidentally poked him in the eye
if you guys didnt know, go look at chee mun's left eye. you can see his mole on the top...XD
another new thing i noticed yesterday was that gennifer is really tall...i pointed it out to him and he zha be by saying that i was just short...and then he insisted that i wear his shoes cos they are comfortable. and boy his legs are big. twice my size... O.O!!!

going up to nilai this saturday to visit my grandma's grave since it has been a year ever since she left. happy in a way that i will be able to see my family again. they are the only people besides my friends that can make me smile and happy inside. without them, i am secretly lonely....shh~!!!

TAGGED BY JINN JINN (so long lar this taggy...!!!)

1 What is the most unique thing in your room?
~all the stuff in it

2 How many CDs do you have in your room?
~a lot..more than a 100 i think. cos i burned out alot of shows...

3 Have you brought your lover to your room?
~yesh...my mother, my sister, my ampang and aussie lovers...XD


4 What would you do when you're alone in your room?
~i would do my own thing...none of your business

5 Do you talk to yourself when no one's around?
~of course i do.

6 How many pillows do you have?
~at least 15. wants more pillows to fill up my room.

7 What's left to be perfect for your room?
~nicer wall colors...now its just filled with my old ugly murals

8 What's under your bed?
~dust, dust and more dust

9 Do you like sharing your room with other people?
~not really, only the people that i trust...

10 Do you lock your door?
~occasionally, normally when i am changing and when i am really angry with someone

11 (Refer to Q1) Who gave you that unique thing?
~some are stuff from my mother, sister, family and some are made by me...XD1

12 (Refer to Q6) Would you hug your pillow when you're thinking of someone you love?
~i dont think about people i love that way...pillows to me are not for hugging but for jumping onto when i am in bed...

13 (Refer to Q3) When's gonna be the next time you bring him/her in again?
~urh...i dont bring them in...they barge in whenever they want to.

14 (Refer to Q9) How many people do you prefer to be in a room?
~not too many cos my room isnt that big and people will just ransack my space

(15 (Refer to Q7) If your enemy fulfill the thing that you want so badly in your room, what would you do?
~i dont have any enemies


16 (Refer to Q10) Who would come in your room without knocking?.
~people in my house

17 (Refer to Q5) Have you got caught before while doing something private in your room?
~dont think so

18 (Refer to Q4) Who will help you to cure your lonliness besides doing that?
~my family and friends and music and my hamsters

19 (Refer to Q2) How many of them are pirated? ~85%

20 (Refer to Q8) What is your reaction when you find out that's 'someone' under your bed? ~i would say hi

21 Describe your Dream Room.
~awesome-mess place ever

22 Nice-looking room but not that comfortable or Very comfortable, but not that nice. Which one would you choose?
~i would choose comfortable but not that nice cos my room is already like that and i think that it is perfect

23 Tag 5 people that you think they love their rooms.
~XD...first time tagging people cos normally i would be too lazy
1. chen de su zanne
2. gladys
3. cheese
4. magon (even though you dont have a blog)
5. ghost

my mother just called and asked about the dress. tears started to come immediately. how can i tell her that they dont like what she have done...


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